In this episode, I share a phrase I’ve been holding onto during my journey with Functional Neurological Disorder: “I have enough faith to do what I need to do today.”
For me, that small, steady kind of faith has been enough to get through the hard moments—without needing certainty about tomorrow or answers to everything all at once.
I talk about how prayer has helped me feel guided in very personal ways, and how I believe we each have the right to personal revelation—especially when navigating something as confusing and isolating as chronic illness. Learning to recognize what helps, what hurts, and what brings peace has become an important part of my healing.
I also share honestly about the guilt and shame I’ve carried, and how living with FND has slowly shifted that narrative. I’ve come to believe that if God is still teaching me, still reaching me, then I must be deeply loved—and still very much worth saving.
FND has changed me, but not in all bad ways. It has taught me how to slow down, how to prioritize, and how to live with more intention. I’m learning to be thoughtful about how I spend my days, who I spend time with, how I budget my energy and resources, and what truly matters.
This episode is a quiet reflection on faith, worth, and growth—and a reminder that even in illness, we can still be becoming better, more compassionate versions of ourselves.